So I think it's about time for an lj post.

Yesterday it was 3 weeks until we graduate. How weird does this feel? Twelve more school days until graduation and I still don't think it's actually set in yet.

But all in all I could not be happier than I have been for the past 2 weeks. Maybe it was something that I was told that kind of gave me hope. Still, these past 2 weeks have been the best, and I'm sure as hell going to fight to keep them that way. Some of the most mundane things have happened, that would have been bad a bout 5 months ago, are now nothing to me anymore. 

Like yesterday, Becky and I were going to Gov, I got to Thorsen's portable and went to step up. I totally missed the step, though, and landed right on my face, even scraped my chin a little. Anyways, last year or even at the beginning of this year, I would have been so embarrassed and it would have ruined my whole day. Instead I totally just started laughing, Becky and Thorsen are asking if I'm ok and I'm just laughing. Then of course I say, while laughing, "That's what I get for being Sarah Crawford." It was good.

So as of right now thing are good. I hope things are good for everyone else, too. I hope you make these last 3 weeks ones to remember. 

I love everyone of you. No matter what.

Don't let this feeling end.

This weekend was a good one, let that be enough.

Next weekend I get to see my sister in Portland.

This week I'm just going to try to get through as painless as possible.

I got my senior pictures in my wallets today.

That made me happy.

I don't want this weekend to end.

AH geez, I'm just so tired. I went to JV baseball yesterday and trained, Jamie came with me.
It was sooo cold. Today is a double-header at Gig Harbor. If anyone in SM wants to come with me today you should because I'll be training again. Kim? EH EH?

SO yeah I just need about 324165475452 hours of sleep. Yeah that would be nice.

Wow, in exactly 2 months today we graduate. It's getting so close, yet it's so far away. The past couple of days have been good actually. Things have occurred that now I'm ok with. Because really they shouldn't have surprised me in the first place. It's ok.

Found out on Thursday what certain people were saying about me. But really, they have no room whatsoever to talk about me like they know me. Because they don't. They don't know the things I've been through and the life I've lived. I'm not sure why they think they can do this but they don't even know. So you think I like someone? Too bad you are way off base and can't see passed your own insecurity to see what is really going on. How about the fact that once you leave this place you will see that the world will not cater to you. High School's almost over, get over yourself.

This pertains to no one, that I know of, that reads this.

I have spent the better part of the day listening to the Backstreet Boys and NSYNC, putting them in my iPod. So my day was been as exciting as the rain outside, so yeah.

Happy Easter tomorrow everyone.

Will is pretty much hot. It has been a while since I've seen him. But it's like he gets better every time. So hot. Whew. Yeah pretty much.

SIGH... this is not good.































Crap. Not again.

Up until about a half hour ago my day was kind of just, 'eh'. But it's gotten way better since then.

Walking in silence and it not being awkward, and everything being ok. Pretty good if you ask me. It was good, more than good. I want to do it again. But next time, we'll talk. And it'll be good, too. =)

I don't want you to think that this is corny or anything. Just let me say it and then you think about it.

I'm starting to believe that true love really does exist. Not saying that I'm the one experiencing it, since I'm not. I've just been seeing a lot of things lately.

There was this couple sitting in front of me in church this morning. They are probably both in there mid to late fifties. Well, at first it was kind of annoying, they were kind of all over eachother, not in a gross way at all. Just sitting really close so this I couldn't see Pastor. Then I saw the way they looked at eachother. I don't know how to descride it, but you could tell how much they loved eachother.

That was one..

The other day I was driving to get money and gas. I was going through my neighborhood there was this little old couple walking hand-in-hand. The wife had dropped her umbrella on the ground and the old man stooped to pick it up for her he handed it to her and then gave her a kiss on the check and took her hand and kept walking. I was so busy watching them that I wasn't really paying attention to the road. I was in the middle of the street, but no other cars were around, so it was ok. But I was like, that's what I want. I want to be old and have my husband pick up my umbrella when I drop it, kiss my cheek, and take my hand and never let go.

So then yesterday when I was getting my senior pictures taken, we were down at Illahee for the last pictures. There was another little old couple, the lady was very hunched over and was having a hard time walking. Her husband had a little dog with him and was taking it for a walk. But she was moving very slow. He stopped and pulled the dog back and waited for her. He took her hand and kissed it and they went walking, very slowly for her.

If you think these things are stupid and sappy, then you wasted your time reading this. But true love only happens once. All these people have found it and it just made me start wondering if it's something that everyone will find. And right now I have no doubt that everyone will.

So maybe I am a sap. Deal with it. It's who I am.

I hate cooked carrots.

I'm sick I feel awful.

F*ck prom.

Today was a very loooong day.

Certain things, people, ok boy, kept popping in my mind today, and I was more than baffled by it. Because I had promised myself that it wouldn't happen. I'm sorry if I make no sense, I know what I'm talking about.

Long trip for baseball today, both JV and varsity lost. My iPod's battery died on the way home, I was devastated. Not really though. I'm just really tired and don't even care that I'm not doing anything tonight because I'm just not in the mood for anything.

Whew, so it was a long day and now I'm going to end it. Good night. I have to get up and go to church in the morning. So, later everyone.

So I admit, I haven't been keeping my promise and updating my lj. For this I am sorry.

I haven't been gone that long, but what's with all the anonymous comments? For one who ever is doing this CANNOT spell. Biggest pet peeve that I have. Two, who, besides someone who doesn't have a life, would even say horrible things like this. They don't even matter. Losers.

Anyways, yesterday was the first baseball game. We lost but not by much. It was raining and our dugout was not covered. Who the heck builds a field and does not cover the dugouts? And there was an opening all along the fence, so of course we almost got hit. Thank God our guys have pretty good aim and didn't throw the ball in the dugout but like once, and I think it was because the ball was wet.

Prom is totally coming up. I don't have a date yet and I don't know if I will. I mean I really want one. But it's not going to weigh that much on my mind. I have 2 dresses picked out, I'm not sure which on to choose but I'll let you all know when I do. 

So...
EXACTLY 3 MONTHS UNTIL WE GRADUATE!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!

It felt like it should have been Friday today, but it was only Wednesday. =( It's ok though.
Baseball tomorrow at Fairgrounds come cheer on the guys. 
Later everyone.

So I was on my MYSPIZZLE today and I realized that I never write in this thing anymore, and that is a shame.

Baseball started last week. It feels good to be back around baseball. I love it. 

I can't wait to go to college. I just can't wait. There's a little over 3 months until we graduate and I'm so excited about it. There's no other way to describe it. I just can't wait. 

Well, that's all I'm going to write right now. So I'll catch you all later.

Myspace is being crap

STATE!!!!!!!!

 

We're talking a 3 day week for Sarah here! Yeah!

Today my day will consist of government homework, government homework, oh, and even more government homework.

I'm so screwed, because I'm such a procrastinator.

I can't believe that tomorrow is Christmas Eve. It's crazy how fast things are going. Soon we'll be graduating, scary.
Tomorrow we'll go over to my Aunt and Uncle's house with the rest of the Crawford clan. Should be fun.
But is it really a day before Christmas Eve? For reals? Dang.
Um, I read something early today. It REALLY pissed me off. Like whoa.
One for the fact that I thought maybe she had matured, boy was I wrong. She's a dirty litle whore and will always be one.
Two, where does she get off raging on me. Um look at her, she's the one that f-ed her life up. Not me.
Anyways. I'm here at home. Nothing really to do. Just wrap one last present. So I'm going to do that.

Talk to me if you want. AIM:  lovestodream1117

Don't tempt me..

 

 

Because I will shoot you in the face.

 

Yeh, ok.